hey lovely friend... i'm sorry for everything i done to you..anything make u felt sad, unhappy when u always be with me.. i just don't meant it. and never want hurting u no matter what. thank you coz u always be with me since esam go. thank you that u never put your phone down when i on my way to grand mother funeral. thank you for teaching me read and speak arab back. thank you for the warm hug when i lost and empty. thank you for being friend, best friend, brother and lovely man for me and others. today, after 3 pm.. u not anymore here with us. no smell, no smile, no laugh, no voice... nothing.. just memories left... today, after 3 pm... i cant dial your number anymore... i cant call you crazy man.. i cant go there hug u.. i was thinking now.. can i just walk at Pavilion, look at ELE'S CAFE with my smile... can i just do that without u here? who i suppose to talk when i need book.. when i want to share something.. who? who did i suppose to hug when i miss someone? i don't know why, but my heart, my instinct remind me to get ticket to Melbourne.. I know its not because of someone there.. and now i found, the ticket is actually to visit u there... hey, no matter what.. u part of me, i'm gonna see you before Ramadan.. insya-allah. thank you for treating me like your younger sister. thank you for taking care of me. thank you for every single moment that we had together. sorry, i don't have any gift to u. but the ring, i always carry i give to u. with my name and his name. no point to still keep. its belong to u now. close your eye, hold it.. we around u..trust me, u can feel the love even we far.. i just cant stop u this time coz i know this is the best for u... see u in Adeline soon! LOVE AND ALWAYS IN LOVE WITH YOU BEST FRIEND
We were as one, babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free, yeah
So I'm letting you fly
'cause I know in my heart, babe
Our love will never die, no
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl, don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way, you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
I ain't gonna cry, no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave, girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably,
You'll be back again
'Cause you know in your heart, babe
Our love will never end, no
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl, don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way, you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
I know that you'll be back, girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder, oh, oh
I know that you'll be right back, baby
Oh baby, believe me, it's only a matter of time
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl, don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way, you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my, my baby
(You'll always be a part of me)
You will always be
(I'm part of you indefinitely
(Girl, don't you know you can't escape me)
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
(And we'll linger on)
We will linger on
(Time can't erase a feeling this strong
(No way, you're never gonna shake me
(Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby)
Always be my baby...
i just don't know why... but when i sing this song... i found this song suitable to u.. and here, i want u know.. how far we go.. how far the body fly... u always be my baby, best friend...
hahahaha.... sowie!!!!!!!!!! too much photo of him in my folder now days... hahahahaha... who is him? i guess all of u knew that. let me introduce who is him.. he is edward cullen in my vampire's life. the best, the cool, the smart, the lovely vampire i ever know... this photo taken when he shoot on Twilight's movie. nothing can discribe him more coz my feeling cant be figure out how much i want him and let him transfer the venom to my body.. if i can choose what kind of life i want.. i'm gonna say, i wanna be in his life. if i can choose who is the one i wanna married, i wanna say.. he is the one i want... if i just can change being human to vampire, i would like him do that for me... no doubt! 
