i can't be so selfish to let them hurt and suffer because of my desire.. i just cant see any tear and blood drop at their land because of my desire.. i'm honestly know, that i can't do anything except pray that they gonna be safe. but here, i kill my desire to make sure my money not gonna help them kill you dear PALESTINE'S...
MAYBE SHE HAVE THIS??
OR MAYBE SHE BEAUTY LIKE THIS?
ERRMMM.. CONGRATS!!!!
Without you i live it up a lil more everyday.
THE ORIGINAL STARBUCKS CAFE
STREET CAR AT PIONEER SQUARE
PIONEER SQUARE
A NARROW STREET NEAR PIKE PUBLIC MARKET
SEATTLE PUBLIC LIBRARY
SEATTLE SKYLINEi take a move.. moving my ass and steps..
to ili i inform.. that i'm gonna meet some one last 4 night...
its just coincident.. without planing..
surprise!!!! yes.. i done do it...
and, what the stupid thing i done is..
i just cant focus to that man..
even he hot.. even he got good smell.. even he tall.. even he prefect..
I GUESS!!!!
and the stupid thing is.. i just eating my mash mellow and enjoy the night with the hot coco
errmm.. i am stupid..
my heart want my self get out and continue the life like normal person
but my mind keep remind me about him
and my whole day which is 24hours with his shadow..
what the hell is this??? and i don't know...
i just want continue my life and be normal person
i want meet someone new.. i want have connection with new person
and i do want to be love and in love(this what i and mumu always said)
his shadow following me.. even at night(supposedly no shadow right?)
if last time i'll pray he get good life and happy there..
and now i still do the same thing.. yes, honestly...
i do want your life better.. and i don't want you down or regret...
but, on the same time i don't want replacing you coz for me..
nobody can be you.. which is.. you still part of me
and listen.. not replacing you doesn't mean.. you the one i want
i just cant do that and i want my life back without your shadow..
i want my mind stop remind me about you and my heart can accept anyone new
this is what i want.. not rushing.. but at least.. i can enjoy every moment in my life
even you there enjoy your new life with her... soon
i just cant sleep last night.. this is happen so many time..
i do remember when the worse night..
its suck.. sound funny... i just cant sleep..
and start dial everybody..
in Malaysia and out Malaysia..
honestly it suck.. i just think too much..
i need new book to read i guess.. try to think something nice or wonderful
but still.. i do sms few people i guess good in conversation.. but no reply...
yaahh.. friday night.. what you expect...
till.. i get sms from someone.. errrmm..
every words and sentences make me cry.. i was cry till 6 in da morning...
and i called this stupid.. but thank to god.. at least someone reply me and talk to me
even we far.... it help... friday night with tear...
we gonna miss you brother...
few minute before check in..
da crazy!!!mungkin dah gila kot... entah laa kenapa...
nak period kot.. errmmm... tak.. tak..tak..
the reason of the matter is... i just too much read book..
turn my self in to vampire life.. i don't know the life is exist or not..
but i just.. too love it...
since i get that book from time's book shop last week..
pagi petang siang malam aku di bayangi kehidupan vampire..
who care... maybe i just too much.. but i don't mind...
i get some space.. space to think how good to love and be loved..
believe or not.. i found someone.. he look like vampire for me...
lol.... sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just too much...
and so funny... everyday.. i tell him about the chapter on that book..
and now.. he don't mind i call him vampire.. not only calling him vampire..
he also do the same thing.. we call each other vampire.. and so excited...
hahahahahahaha...we did something at our phone..
we save each person number with same name...
guess what????????
VAMPIRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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