5:26 AM

help me coz i am lost...

Posted by soffee

how are you? did you fine? hows your day? did you miss me? did you doing fine out from me? huh...i have a lot question in my mind till i have no idea how to talk about it... i miss the conversation we had before.. conversation before we married.. seems like i stop knowing you and so do you...

i did read all old sms and chat msg did you send to me.. i did remember what you done before.. what ever you gave me.. what ever you promise me..i do remember..i do keep in my mind. but just of sudden.. i don't like to talk and show i am remember that..

i choose you coz i believe that you gonna love me till end of my life. you the one love me, crazy about me, will call me if you cant hear my voice one day, will find any solution to meet me.. and now, i don't see the man anymore..

how cant you love me like before. how cant you just love who i am? why don't you be next to me even i'm down and sick. why don't you say yes on me even i'm the one doing wrong...i miss you, i means..i miss the real you.. did everything end?? are we end this??

12:25 PM

i'm married!

Posted by soffee

8:34 AM

if you could see me

Posted by soffee

i walked again.. passing everything you had before.. i almost forgot how do you smell like.. i let my self lie down at the living room.. the place that you always sleep while watch football.. tried to remember what you said about this house.. walk out and stand again at the balcony.. replacing my self to be you.. yes, i found the noise.. the noise make me get angry and mad when we talk every night before you sleep.. before you out for dinner.. opened the store.. i stand and look for the rubbish that people made in there.. i saw your photo. the photo remind me about us.. how can i over you when remembering you is the most lovely thing i ever had in my life... how can i kiss him when i was thinking the hot kiss from you? how can i laugh if your laugh is the most i miss? how can i sleep without silent if the pillow its not your arm.. if you could see me.. i wanna say good bye even its hurt me, even its killing me, even we hate the words so much.. if you could see me, i wanna give you good bye kiss, good bye hug.. i wanna see you go till you look small than basically. what should i tell him when he ask me who the one i miss the most? what should i say when he ask me can i be the loyal and love him only? what i suppose to tell this world that i'm currently out with someone but my mind is only think about you? i'm scared...scared to over you... i'm scared, scared to forget your sweet smell.. i am so scared, scared if god take my memories of you... i do scared.. and i'm not ready.. again, i am sick..coz i miss you like hell.. i just know that i am sick now days coz missing you... thats all! if you could see me...

12:58 AM

PERSONALITY TEST @ QUIZ BOX

Posted by soffee

Type the names of five different persons that you know and associate with the following colors, one person for one color:

Yellow

Orange

Red

White

Green


Here is the analysis:

  • The one who will never forget you is IBRAHIM.
  • The one who you can consider as your real friend is AIMAN.
  • The one you really love is SUZIE.
  • This may be your soul mate: SAQAR.
  • The one you will remember for the rest of your life is ESAM.
p/s:
hahahhaha.. surprise.. i just simply peak this quiz and fill
up the name coz the color remind me of them..
ermm.. i just cant accept the soul mate..
i guess no body know about him.. only me and GOD. if he da one..
i might be late go to work everyday!

1:01 AM

TAG~

Posted by soffee

Been tagged from BAI.. Since i lost my note book, the only computer i had is belong from VADS. So, i'm gonna complete her tag using my computer at work. Lucky got own work place. So i do have own folder here... Thanx BAI!

RULES
  1. Go to your photos folder in your computer
  2. Go to the 6th folder of photos.
  3. Go to the 6th picture in that folder.
  4. Put the picture on your blog and description of it.
  5. Invite six friends to join the challenge.
  6. Link them in your blog and let them know they have been challenged.
hahahaha.... sowie!!!!!!!!!! too much photo of him in my folder now days... hahahahaha... who is him? i guess all of u knew that. let me introduce who is him.. he is edward cullen in my vampire's life. the best, the cool, the smart, the lovely vampire i ever know... this photo taken when he shoot on Twilight's movie. nothing can discribe him more coz my feeling cant be figure out how much i want him and let him transfer the venom to my body.. if i can choose what kind of life i want.. i'm gonna say, i wanna be in his life. if i can choose who is the one i wanna married, i wanna say.. he is the one i want... if i just can change being human to vampire, i would like him do that for me... no doubt!

the victim is:-
mumu jaan
aiman baby
fifi
lixam nixam
hid don't lie
cece~

7:29 PM

US AGAINST THE WORLD

Posted by soffee

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more
I would still have you, baby
If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war
I'll be fighting with you, baby
Cause I know if I'm falling, you won't let me hit the ground
If the boat is sinking, I know you won't let me drown

No matter what anyone could say
This is the only place for me
And no one could ever take that away
Nothing could come between us

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more (No more)
I would still have you, you, you, you, you, you, you
If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war (To War)
I'll be fighting with you, you, you, you, you
Because it's us against the world
The world, the world
You know it's us against the world
The world, the world, ohh

Now if I'm lost at sea 7 days I'm not alone
If I'm holding you, you, you, you, you
And if it all end's, everybody in the world is gone
I'll be standing with you, baby

And if it's the last breath I take
I'll leave my kiss my with you
If there's a wall between us, baby
I know I'll break through

No matter what anyone could say
This is the only place for me
And no one could ever take that away
Nothing could come between us

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more (No more)
I would still have you, you, you, you, you, you, you
If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war (To War)
I'll be fighting with you, you, you, you, you
Because it's us against the world

Nothing's stronger now than you and I
Cause your love is all I got
And this ain't never gon' stop
No, whoa
There's no distance here when we're apart
Come on in from the cold
Lay your head on my shoulder
Ride like a soldier
I'm a stay right here

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more (No more)
I would still have you, you, you, you, you, you, you
If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war (To War)
I'll be fighting with you, you, you, you, you
Because it's us against the world
The world, the world
You know it's us against the world
The world, the world, ohh

6:04 PM

MISS YOU DEAR LOVELY FRIEND

Posted by soffee

WE MISS YOU. WE MISS YOU. WE MISS YOU. WE FUCKING CRAZY MISS YOU DEAR LOVELY FRIEND. WE JUST KNOW THIS.....