dear life

WE MISS YOU. WE MISS YOU. WE MISS YOU. WE FUCKING CRAZY MISS YOU DEAR LOVELY FRIEND. WE JUST KNOW THIS.....

hey lovely friend... i'm sorry for everything i done to you..anything make u felt sad, unhappy when u always be with me.. i just don't meant it. and never want hurting u no matter what. thank you coz u always be with me since esam go. thank you that u never put your phone down when i on my way to grand mother funeral. thank you for teaching me read and speak arab back. thank you for the warm hug when i lost and empty. thank you for being friend, best friend, brother and lovely man for me and others. today, after 3 pm.. u not anymore here with us. no smell, no smile, no laugh, no voice... nothing.. just memories left... today, after 3 pm... i cant dial your number anymore... i cant call you crazy man.. i cant go there hug u.. i was thinking now.. can i just walk at Pavilion, look at ELE'S CAFE with my smile... can i just do that without u here? who i suppose to talk when i need book.. when i want to share something.. who? who did i suppose to hug when i miss someone? i don't know why, but my heart, my instinct remind me to get ticket to Melbourne.. I know its not because of someone there.. and now i found, the ticket is actually to visit u there... hey, no matter what.. u part of me, i'm gonna see you before Ramadan.. insya-allah. thank you for treating me like your younger sister. thank you for taking care of me. thank you for every single moment that we had together. sorry, i don't have any gift to u. but the ring, i always carry i give to u. with my name and his name. no point to still keep. its belong to u now. close your eye, hold it.. we around u..trust me, u can feel the love even we far.. i just cant stop u this time coz i know this is the best for u... see u in Adeline soon! LOVE AND ALWAYS IN LOVE WITH YOU BEST FRIEND
We were as one, babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free, yeah
So I'm letting you fly
'cause I know in my heart, babe
Our love will never die, no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl, don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way, you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry, no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave, girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably,
You'll be back again
'Cause you know in your heart, babe
Our love will never end, no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl, don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way, you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back, girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder, oh, oh
I know that you'll be right back, baby
Oh baby, believe me, it's only a matter of time

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl, don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way, you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my, my baby

(You'll always be a part of me)
You will always be
(I'm part of you indefinitely
(Girl, don't you know you can't escape me)
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
(And we'll linger on)
We will linger on
(Time can't erase a feeling this strong
(No way, you're never gonna shake me
(Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby)
Always be my baby...
i just don't know why... but when i sing this song... i found this song suitable to u.. and here, i want u know.. how far we go.. how far the body fly... u always be my baby, best friend...

felt so bored... but i'm kinda of lovely girl today. wear red shirt... excited go to office. even i know today still like yesterday... nothing can change me even he there... errmmm... he so busy what else i can say. its ok.. no him life still go on. why so worried right? can finish cases so fast and make me turn my self to being bored silly girl.. was thinking what i can do if he my Mr. V today. where we both go.. did he still wanna hold my hand like the last night we had.. did he still wanna talk to me.. did we have super duper crazy day together... wonder..wonder..wonder.. but he to busy with the old man.. erkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can u just please replace me with him? shit!!! forget it.

my plan suppose to be walk with mak su and pak su... but they ready book ticket for movie. so, i cant join them.. never mind laa.. i still can walk alone. i was so excited.. and i know bukit bintang not the correct place for me. i will get hurt easy there. but i am so stubborn person.. my 1st step there... i saw 3 white man crossing road.. and i just ignoring them.. at my ear, abdullah was talking something dirty story and request.. what ever, i know ili not around u start being disgust man now..

and suddenly.. guess what.. 'excuse me, can you tell us how to go to bukit bintang plaza...' hahahahaha... the 3 white man ask me.. errmm.. i never bother to them.. not really focus.. but, since so free and abdullah sure late.. i just offering my self to help them.. because of me.. they change their trip to Bali. hahaha... see how psycho i am.. we talk, we walk.. we get know each others. everything just perfect.. we walk to get few things at law yat... and... i just pulse few second. ask my self.. my V day not so bad.. i date 3 man on the same time. we laugh, we eat, we talk and sharing story together... can u guys do it? can u have my moment? no right? a'ha... i just too lucky! thank god.. like i said before... no him life still go on...

this is the V DAY gift

not so bad right?