dear life

sofee SAY...LOVE IS WHEN HE IS MEAN TO YOU AND YOU STILL WANT HIM, IT'S

WHEN HE IGNORES YOU AND YOU STILL LOVE HIM, IT'S WHEN HE LOVES ANOTHER

GIRL BUT YOU STILL SMLE AND SAY I'M HAPPY FOR YOU, WHEN ALL YOU REALLY

WANT TO DO IS CRY... LOVE? WE THINK ABOUT IT,SING ABOUT IT, DREAM ABOUT

IT, LOSE SLEEP WORRYING ABOUT IT. WHEN WE DON'T HAVE IT, WE SEARCH FOR IT.

WHEN WE DISCOVER IT, WE DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH IT. WHEN WE HAVE IT,

WE FEAR LOSING IT. IT IS THE CONSTANT SOURCE OF PLEASURE AND PAIN.

BE WE CAN'T PREDICT WHICH IT WILL BE FROM ONE MOMENT TO THE NEXT. IT IS A

SHORT WORD, EASY TO SPELL, DIFFICULT TO DEFINE, IMPOSSIBLE TO LIVE

WITHOUT. AND HERE, TO FORGET HIM IS LIKE TRYING TO REMEMBER

SOMEONE YOU NEVER MEET...

and here, i'm counting day to turn my self in a bad dream..

• Your best friend from high school just got engaged, and you are the first person she tells. How do you honestly feel?

Happy, but secretly a little nervous. It's a little strange to see people you grew up with getting married. You can't imagine getting married yet... but maybe in a year or to.

• What kind of guys are you interested in dating right now?

Someone that you can introduce your parents to... and maybe even imagine a future with. Stability and communication are the most important things for you right now.

• You're browsing around at a bookstore, and you notice the section of bridal magazines. What's your reaction?

Browse around a little bit - but then move on to Cosmo, Jane, and Glamour. They're better suited for your life, right now.

• Who's most important in your life right now, besides yourself?

The guy you're dating

• When it comes to guilty reality TV pleasures, you're all about...

The Bachelor, Queer Eye for the Straight Guy, and Blind Date.

• Think back to the last boyfriend you had (or the one you currently have). When fighting, did you (or do you) seriously consider leaving the relationship?
  

Occasionally, when things were at their worst

• Most of your past relationships lasted:

6-12 months

• When you consider getting married in the future, what do you usually think about the most?

How married life will be - what you two will do for each other, when you'll have kids, and how you'll keep your relationship happy.

DA ANSWER IS...

You're Almost Ready to Get Married, But Not Quite

No doubt that you've warmed up to the idea of marriage and life long love
You just aren't quite ready to follow up with your desires, yet.
You may be a bit young, or a bit commitment phobic... give it time.
Concentrate on guys who you can imagine being with next year. Forever can wait.